Spouses Depression Drives Me NUTS!!!
Writing by Bree on Thursday, 2 of August , 2007 at 7:49 pm
For the last couple of days my husband has been going through the depressive state yet again. But I am taking it one day at a time. I was upset yesterday when he started to yell at me and be narky for no reason, but I was doing really well I just kept reminding myself that he was dealing with his issues and couldn’t really help it.
Well I am sorry to say that last night he was really mean and cruel and I let him have it I only yelled for a couple of seconds but I still felt guilt as I should have been able to deal with his depression in a more positive manner. But I know God forgave me and that my husband was actually apologetic as he knew he had pushed me but I was so disappointed in myself.
At least we are getting closer to finding out why my husband has this depression and that is such a great thing. God truly is healing and revealing as he said he would.
My husband is comming out of the daze that he was in and that is good at least I am seeing more light than bad at the moment.
God bless
Category: Depression
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Comment by javier
Made Friday, 5 of October , 2007 at 5:26 am
That is beautiful that you understand your husband. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and i can’t find a way of telling my wife because i know she will laugh. I get treated like scum at home. my wife has no respect for me. I have to do everything at home, I mean everything!! wash dry cook get the kids ready etc. I do it beacuase i dont want to argue and i dont want to argue in front of the kids. You might say to stand up for myself or something, but if i do she will leave me and take my kids. I dont want my kids to grow up without me in their lives everyday!!
Comment by Bree
Made Friday, 5 of October , 2007 at 10:07 am
Javier depression can be very hard on the depressed persons spouse. I am sorry that your marriage is not running great at the moment. I would recommend that you and your wife seek a counselor that will help you through the process of change and honesty. Before I knew my husband had depression it was hard to be kind to someone that acted like they didn’t love me or want me. Please know that I am praying for you the pain of depression is more than most people can handle. Please feel free to talk to us as I dont want you to suffer any more than you are.
God bless
