Tonight SUCKS!!!!!!!!
Writing by Bree on Monday, 1 of October , 2007 at 7:20 pm
Truly I don’t want to do this.
I was fine till this afternoon when Sam fell off the steps onto the concrete and busted open his head. So than I had a screaming toddler that had blood going everywhere. THAN of course in the process of taking care of Sam, Sasha than started to scream for a feed.
So once Sams head stopped bleeding I took him to the doctors, being a public holiday the hospital was full and but I was able to get him into the medical center. So we had to wait there but it was only for 1/2 hr which was fine. He was being an angel and Sasha had to come with me as I thought it may take awhile and she needed another feed. This lady was tell him how cute he was and he kept doing a dance for her.
So we finally we got to see the nurse she said it looked like it needed stitches but that she would have to get the doctor. So the doctor came and was really nice but Sam wasn’t going to go down without a real fight. The doctor said that they would clean it and put some super glue in it. As he went to clean it Sam started to scream and say “no” “Dada” and was looking at me like SAVE me. I felt horrible and totally like a failure. Sam was kicking so hard that he almost kicked the good doctor where no man wants to be kicked. To doctor jumped and proceeded with caution after that.
We got into the car and went home. Once I got home dinner needed to be made. So I got that made , not before I had to listen to James and Letise screaming at each other and really just going on and on. James was really annoying me too standing at the door going mum mum mum mum mum. I kept saying go away and he just kept talking.
With dinner now being served I got the kids fed. Sasha was screaming for a feed AGAIN, Sam was needing to be changed and put to bed. Letise refused to listen to me so I sent her to time out. Than I got Sam to bed so he was happy. OH and he bumped his head in is cot for good measure before going to sleep.
I fed Sasha got her changed and than put her in her cot and she went to sleep. Than I took the kids to have a bath. Well I lost it at the kids I told them to stop upsetting each other. I really and truly just couldn’t stand it. I felt yucky and sweaty and stressed and just totally like WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS??????????? In the midst of it all James goes MUM I said WHAT and he said I love you, ok that officially makes me a bad parent.
I have had a shower and the kids are all in bed. I really I can’t wait for tonight to end so I can sleep.
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Comment by Kirk M
Made Friday, 5 of October , 2007 at 12:44 am
Hmmm, sounds like a mother talking. Hope Sam doesn’t bump himself into next Tuesday. Sounds like me when I was that age. Falling down the stairs and sticking my finger into light sockets were my specialties.
Comment by Bree
Made Friday, 5 of October , 2007 at 10:10 am
OH please don’t tell me he will put his finger in the light socket. Really he is cute but has to learn not to scare me like that. They do say that boys take a good 10 years off your life and I have 2!!
