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Sam has been vomiting and pooing everywhere. No Joke I have had to do so many loads of washing that I am on first name basis with my machine (her name is Spinny, by the way).  I really hope it has stoped for now as I cant handle cleaning up another episode.

The kids are doing well and have been great even though Sam has been crying and wants my attention all the time. Sasha is ever growing and is starting to want to sit up all the time. Loves to have her daddy talk to her and still loves her boob.

I am tired as there hasn’t been a lot of sleep going on with all the sickness teething and such, but I am managing.  Although I have found myself saying I can’t do this a lot which I have to stop and the Why me God has been a common phrase in my vocab latly.

I also started homeschooling my eldest two at the beginning of last week and that has been a blast so happy that I chose to do it this way the kids are learning and having fun and I am starting to get a pride in what we are accomplishing.

Other than that I am starting to have a new faith in the fact that God is in control and that everything will work in full favour of his plans. I can’t wait for the next exciting thing to start in the new day.

From tomorrow I am going to start to be a lot more optimistic about things and I will be writing more about my progress. Because of late I have been having a very hard time with being optimistic just has my  husband.

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Honestly I am not very happy with him today. Sam started to vomit everywhere like 4 different times I was cleaning like mad. The other two kids were like oh mum every 5 minutes and the baby has cried nearly all day.

It is 7:51pm and I am feeling so tired and over everything.  My husband ( would love to call him a heap of other stuff but shouldn’t) is singing. I mean he is like oh happy clappy. Really what the ….. (fill in the blank) is there to be happy about. I have had no sleep for the last week due to sick kids and he wants to sing. Well sorry buddy but I am not interested.

I am fearful right now to do anything. I am so over it. I can’t believe that my life is so full of drama like it was today.

I feel somewhat like WHY ME??? Ok God I am sure that some other mother would love to clean vomit up be over tired and be over it.

In the words of my three year old. Hey mum you just had enough haven’t you. OH man I must say that a lot.

Please God bless me to have a good night sleep. Tomorrow everything will look like a bed of roses.