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I truly have come to realize that my in laws suck more than most. They don’t care about their own son or grandkids and I am seen as the evil missus from below that has come to destroy their sons life.

I mean my husband suffers from depression and post traumatic stress because of them and their bad choices from his childhood. Although my husband is trying to conquer this and is in therapy. Well today we had a confrontation with my husbands father and the truth is we are done with them. He has painted me as the devil and wants my husband to leave me and has tried to drive a wedge between us when he realized that he couldn’t win.

My husband is of course upset at this but we feel  that this is the best thing in some ways and very sad in other ways.

I feel really hurt and offended that my husbands family feel that I am such an evil person and it hurts more than anything that they feel that I have caused his depression. I have struggled with feelings that this is my fault from the beginning of our marriage and have worked hard to overcome them but it still hurts when people say it.

I am praying that not having them in our life will change my husbands world that this haze of depression will leave. I am at times losing hope but I could stand today how his dad spoke about my husband and it made me realise that I am all my husband has other than the kids and God.

I suppose I am venting about this as it really does cut deep. I have a session with my counselor this week so I think it could come sooner.

Please pray that cutting his family out of our lives will be a good thing that God will turn it into good.

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Regards Jas.

Well the answer my friends is YES!!!!! (cries Bree) Really this whole bring another human being into the world is hard work. I am going to be totally superfical and say that my butt is big. I have never been a size 16-14 in my life and I dont like this at all. I have a tyre of skin around my gut and my butt OH please.

I have to get serious about losing this great amount of weight. I am going to start to walk every day and get into eating better. I am sure that it will give me energy to get into things that I really should be doing.

I have never been on a strict diet but I am think that now maybe the time to get into it and start on one. But I am not sure if that is a good idea with the baby still breastfeeding. I am seeing that I am losing weight slowly from breastfeeding and Jason has been nice about it. But I see him looking at my fat having a chuckle as it is amusing to him as he has never seen me fat.

By the end of this year I want to be a skinny healthy fit fighting machine, well I would settle for toned. I am going to look for a weight loss program and maybe a good workout routine.

Oh and by the way I enrolled my kids in swimming lessons. I dont know who is looking forward to it more me or them. James and Letise have a lesson on Tuesday and it looks like Sam and I will be in the pool on Friday. I hope the other mums and dads aren’t super models.lol

God bless